

There are things that are so norm for us to hear, for e.g "ahh that is why this,,that and this bla bla" or "of course,it is difficult what do u expect?" i didnt expect something easy but as for this people, they shouldn't create more trouble to the people who is having one now or I must say IN THE PROCESS of solving problems, U fucking my mind up! yeah ryte as if u know what it feels like to be in my shoe??well to those of u who have experienced what I am facing right now obviously, I feel this is one of the top notch or probably not the hardest thing but so far, being at the community amongs the experties just after a sec day, I must say is the most hardest time! If u are introduced to a new enviroment, One u have to fit in, and fitting into a crowd with bunch and groups of thinkers or experties I must say is the most difficult part. two, getting involved in almost anything, you are to do things ur self, yes of course you need to, because there is where you gain knowledge and skills, at this point what Ive experience now is that GIVEN A PROBLEM= RESEARCH+FINDINGS+GENERAL KNOWLEDGE
(BASICS of what we shall do, right?)
some just take a short cut and just do COPY PASTE or DELETE or BACK SPACE or probably just ignore and leave their dirty work for others to actually solved it for them, pity?hah tell me about pity. - Im sorry to have said this tapinya kan, what were u up to all this while kan??Two, u are being ignore by any of the groups ure trying to settle in, of course because u are a begginer and how they shud react to this people is to motivate them, but some what. I create a Question and I found it my self! ahhh that is so normal, even this makes me so tired and exhausted this whole day, yet that never stop me from moving on! because I had the hardest than this, and I know I can, THESE ARE ALL THE SAME TO ME, SAME PROBLEMS BUT THEY ARE JUST IN A DIFF FORM, naleh ku wah sja sebenarnya. what I can say overall for today! hahaha ATU DRAMA!! mentel ku yo~ hi kali c ry ani, LETHARGY IS SPEAKING!
*LAUGHING M F A O*