BA got SOMETHING to say.

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Sunday, 26 April 2009

Sampat tah lagi membluging

00:03

hahaha

hello bloggers, well I was tryna do some work but leme spare a lil of what i have in mind, may take you u few minutes to read what's running in my head at the moment, I am at the state of overloaded mind, to put it correctly I am somewhat mentally full, because first I have tp to concentrate since my other ct did'nt fancy much of what I taught the otehr day and it sounded I am a bad teacher but anyhos leave it behind, second with the whole application of my further study just somewhat made me errrrr , uuuhhh and hrmmm, there lotsa big question mark since I am not devoted to apply any unis, there lotsa outstanding universities that I can choose from but when it comes to the but thing i dont wana continue the next word because doing many thing at one time is not really pleasing for me to do, and on top of all that, leme recall Jeniffer passed away , my old acer mate and now my year old hp tablet Jenny is in a long koma, haha and i just found that last three days ago that I had to sent her to rescue but sadly she had to go too, ahh, I dont think the next baby will be name after the letter J, bad luck i must say, it goes on and on, well for now, ima have to redo everything, isn't it fun yes indeed, hahaha
good luck to me and to everyone who thinks they have the worst day of their life,

gota do watcha gota do,-bassem 2008

love BA

Tuesday, 21 April 2009

Big Drop

18:40

Last week, Mr man went back to hometown for a week for his first or was it second term break, anyways, yes I admitted that week before I was pretty much hand full like always, school, running around, social activities and such, and never came across this thick scull of mine that he had planned a month ago with the helped of MR NJIZZLE to set up a very big well planned surprised just for me! and they got me!yes they did! I was pretty much over whelmed on that day that because at the same day Nj told me he wanted to hand me some stuff from my bf in kl, I was hrmm leme recall back, I was..ahh forget it, I always do, I did so many things in a week, mind is bursting to remember all of em' bad, forgetful! Oh yes that night, I was somewhat really-really tired from school and had to run i dont know for what but I was running around and njae told me to met him up behind the usual and I did and he said HOPe u like BIG DIAMOND! and I frowned, big diamante? hrmm okay whatever, leme just have a look as I whispered to myself what the big diamond was, didn't know what it was, ready to have accepted anything given to me, along the way to the car my mind was emptied, so emptied that I didnt realised a human body walked towards me was Mr man!!!, I glanced because i was busy talking to njae, as I looked at it again for the second time, the person walked towards me darted me in the eyes,I was suprised, I froze and took steps backward and ran towards him with my arms wide opened offering mr man a big warm hug, I was so over whelmed that I didnt realised my tears trickle down my cheeks, mr man and njae was glad that they pinned me down! darn it and they did, Thank you to come and see me, It was a very nice short visit baby, I really do appreciated it especially during this hectic days,..the only word that came outaf my mouth that night was, OH MI MI when did u get back!!!??and i was talking to u lastnight until late hour, never a word leaked from his mouth abt his short visit!!that how good it was! damn it.haha. he said its enough seeing me smiled! Times like this, you need a person to support u, be around u, helped you in any such way to diverted this polluted mind away. and you did, thank you sayang once again, even though we did'nt see each other and spend much quality times together, I'm thankful that you care =) love u sigh.

LOVE BA

Sunday, 12 April 2009

Dear life

03:10

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when everything at the down turn of life what shall u do? flee? convince everyone and make them feel secure? no. u can't just changed one mind and everything si perfect again, Its always like that..
whatever u do say and act everything seems to be all wrong or might be, i put up so much of what Ive been doing because I know I can't stand all the twist and turn in life I ned a break, I took em and when I did people tend to feel Disrespect of your caused, caused that u never did. life is simple.why so hard about it??

and when u fell in love, u trust and tried everything, you've sacrificed love, time and why again its so unseen? why be prejudice over things that is already there. why bother taking another step when u cant chill about it, let just flow with the stream,
as far as it goes.. when words are over rated, and promise meant to be broken we tend to be immune just like a Drug. love hurts yes love has no cure
when uve meet someone beautiful in life be grateful, chance dsnt roll twice in life life is all about chances.. she was the chance..and it is u the pilot and we are all hurt by others doing lets cure and heal

I have no place to say this but... I care so much,and this person deserve better sigh

Thursday, 2 April 2009

..........

18:22

weekends come to soon,

and I need and want to be alone, by myself, do my thing, work things out,
focus and work my ass off.
I just found out that I have to move out,
I was just trying to get myself together and stay put
that Is one of the freaking reason they seldom see me around
but when i decided to stay in,
I am told to move out..?
well, I don't know
enough said, one rough weekend
I must say.

Wednesday, 1 April 2009

New Link

15:39

Check out the new link =)