Blind Alley's

Dear Life

2010-06-05T04:29:00.003+08:00

Life has been blissful..every now and then..
yet there has always been so many ups and downs, now and then..
oh well..

life u've been great.. :')

2009-11-19T06:12:00.000+08:00

HeYs!

will be back soon

I MISS HOME

2009-08-14T16:22:00.002+08:00

I just realize,

I woke up with my headache. and i just realize. I was being in my mum's shoe but no,
I have my bf and my friends. but i look at my phone, my msn, my twitter, what have I been
missing, where did i do wrong. now this got me thinking alot. All of the images of the last two three
years back, the laughter, the happiness. When Im back from my deep dream, I just realized all that was banished in just blink of an eyes..and I just realized, Does it really matter?I just feel I dont need anyone. I feel like my mum but look my mun she has us but what do i have? nothing left, just picking up all of the pieces. yeah that's it. picking up all the pieces. sad and its true.

xxx

my happy hr.

2009-06-17T00:42:00.002+08:00

2009-06-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

The deep parts of my life pour onward,

as if the river shores were opening out.
It seems that things are more like me now,
That I can see farther into paintings.
I feel closer to what language can't reach.
With my senses, as with birds, I climb
into the windy heaven, out of the oak,
in the ponds broken off from the sky
my falling sinks, as if standing on fishes.

Rainer Maria Rilke

kegabanan melanda

2009-06-08T13:10:00.006+08:00

the cintas ku! always and forever...
they see u cry, they were there when u cried
u walk together and laugh and all
the laughter turn into tears
friends, ure the reason
why i moved on

BB, Boy, abit, krol, Jadakiss, Merna, Tini,
Merna's fiance, all the co. FS forever
live! you guys been there even if
time dont meet us together
but we know we will
be back again
Love forever!

LOTS HAPPENING‏

2009-05-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

May 27, 2009
Jupiter, the planet of excess, gets together with Neptune, the planet of dreams and goals. Staying clear about where you two are going can be difficult when so much is happening. Stay in touch with fundamental realities. Are you having too much fun?

RUN RUN RUN

awesomeness

2009-05-27T18:33:00.007+08:00

TP DONE CLEARANCE-PENDING CV-PENDING FOLIO-PENDING ******* FORM-PENDING APPLICATIONS-PENDING

yes busy busy me!aren't we all?done with unis and i have lotsa thing to do, Jenny is back and to get all data needed for jenny is tiresome, there are some software I need to use and am doing it so that I wont get more delays on the Q-uped workload!giggles!anyways enjoy this so called out dated photos, sorry for the MIA-ing! we are the hustler.

Life

2009-05-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

Life is simple no?

nah kidding, ive been tring to do so many things but I hold,
some just asked for updates,
nothing much,
Ka lia giving birth to a baby boy who's weight 4.3 was it? can't recall much
then she just got her Master today,
whilst me, what's coming my way is the 16Th
my very last day of Tp and foreverness of undergrad life
waaaaaaaa I can't believe it already, it thrills me it does
lifeis busy at the moment, after one another
but its OKAY i had enough of complaining Embrace it.. like one of the song says
Dont know anything at all waaa kejiwa btw some upload frm my photoshoot,
Qyah my make up artist did a fab job, took her two hrs to get my make up ready
I love the Lashes terriffic! and jam my photografer always and forever thank u for the patience man..ure peice has always been great!great light great composition, great lighting superb out come

Sampat tah lagi membluging

2009-04-26T00:03:00.002+08:00

hahaha

hello bloggers, well I was tryna do some work but leme spare a lil of what i have in mind, may take you u few minutes to read what's running in my head at the moment, I am at the state of overloaded mind, to put it correctly I am somewhat mentally full, because first I have tp to concentrate since my other ct did'nt fancy much of what I taught the otehr day and it sounded I am a bad teacher but anyhos leave it behind, second with the whole application of my further study just somewhat made me errrrr , uuuhhh and hrmmm, there lotsa big question mark since I am not devoted to apply any unis, there lotsa outstanding universities that I can choose from but when it comes to the but thing i dont wana continue the next word because doing many thing at one time is not really pleasing for me to do, and on top of all that, leme recall Jeniffer passed away , my old acer mate and now my year old hp tablet Jenny is in a long koma, haha and i just found that last three days ago that I had to sent her to rescue but sadly she had to go too, ahh, I dont think the next baby will be name after the letter J, bad luck i must say, it goes on and on, well for now, ima have to redo everything, isn't it fun yes indeed, hahaha
good luck to me and to everyone who thinks they have the worst day of their life,

gota do watcha gota do,-bassem 2008

love BA

Big Drop

2009-04-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

Last week, Mr man went back to hometown for a week for his first or was it second term break, anyways, yes I admitted that week before I was pretty much hand full like always, school, running around, social activities and such, and never came across this thick scull of mine that he had planned a month ago with the helped of MR NJIZZLE to set up a very big well planned surprised just for me! and they got me!yes they did! I was pretty much over whelmed on that day that because at the same day Nj told me he wanted to hand me some stuff from my bf in kl, I was hrmm leme recall back, I was..ahh forget it, I always do, I did so many things in a week, mind is bursting to remember all of em' bad, forgetful! Oh yes that night, I was somewhat really-really tired from school and had to run i dont know for what but I was running around and njae told me to met him up behind the usual and I did and he said HOPe u like BIG DIAMOND! and I frowned, big diamante? hrmm okay whatever, leme just have a look as I whispered to myself what the big diamond was, didn't know what it was, ready to have accepted anything given to me, along the way to the car my mind was emptied, so emptied that I didnt realised a human body walked towards me was Mr man!!!, I glanced because i was busy talking to njae, as I looked at it again for the second time, the person walked towards me darted me in the eyes,I was suprised, I froze and took steps backward and ran towards him with my arms wide opened offering mr man a big warm hug, I was so over whelmed that I didnt realised my tears trickle down my cheeks, mr man and njae was glad that they pinned me down! darn it and they did, Thank you to come and see me, It was a very nice short visit baby, I really do appreciated it especially during this hectic days,..the only word that came outaf my mouth that night was, OH MI MI when did u get back!!!??and i was talking to u lastnight until late hour, never a word leaked from his mouth abt his short visit!!that how good it was! damn it.haha. he said its enough seeing me smiled! Times like this, you need a person to support u, be around u, helped you in any such way to diverted this polluted mind away. and you did, thank you sayang once again, even though we did'nt see each other and spend much quality times together, I'm thankful that you care =) love u sigh.

LOVE BA

Dear life

2009-04-12T03:10:00.004+08:00

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when everything at the down turn of life what shall u do? flee? convince everyone and make them feel secure? no. u can't just changed one mind and everything si perfect again, Its always like that..
whatever u do say and act everything seems to be all wrong or might be, i put up so much of what Ive been doing because I know I can't stand all the twist and turn in life I ned a break, I took em and when I did people tend to feel Disrespect of your caused, caused that u never did. life is simple.why so hard about it??

and when u fell in love, u trust and tried everything, you've sacrificed love, time and why again its so unseen? why be prejudice over things that is already there. why bother taking another step when u cant chill about it, let just flow with the stream,
as far as it goes.. when words are over rated, and promise meant to be broken we tend to be immune just like a Drug. love hurts yes love has no cure
when uve meet someone beautiful in life be grateful, chance dsnt roll twice in life life is all about chances.. she was the chance..and it is u the pilot and we are all hurt by others doing lets cure and heal

I have no place to say this but... I care so much,and this person deserve better sigh

..........

2009-04-02T18:22:00.002+08:00

weekends come to soon,

and I need and want to be alone, by myself, do my thing, work things out,
focus and work my ass off.
I just found out that I have to move out,
I was just trying to get myself together and stay put
that Is one of the freaking reason they seldom see me around
but when i decided to stay in,
I am told to move out..?
well, I don't know
enough said, one rough weekend
I must say.

New Link

2009-04-01T15:39:00.002+08:00

Check out the new link =)

Tagged

2009-03-30T04:36:00.002+08:00

b4 that, I can't freaking sleep
and tomorrow,oh no no no today!in less than
four hrs from now I have work!
tagged from bb, Im bored so might as well no?

1. Beer: coke
2. Food: Mcd double cheese burger
3. Relationships: work best with someone who loves you back
4. Your CRUSH: you know who
5. Power Rangers: color wheel
6. Life: Its all about Hustling
7. The President: my country don't have one, well we don't need one infact
8. Yummy: chocolate cake nyum
9. Cars: Cute cars will do
10. Movie: shopaholic is the best for now, must see muvi
11. Halloween: scary lol
12. Sex: never had one lol
13. Religion: ISLAM.
14. Hate: biatch who thinks she knows everything.
15. Fear: fear factor?a lot
16. Marriage: when im ready
17. Blondes: Bimboo
18. Slippers: ahhh paradies lol nda paham
19. Shoes: oh pumps please!
20. Asians: we're hot w slit eyes lol
21. Past: roller coster ride
22. One night stand: go to www.I dont do one night stand.com
23. My cell Phone: lol my life line
24. Smoke: my O2
25. Fantasy: not that imaginative
26. College: two years of hell
27. High school Life: five years of hell
28. Pajamas: like they all say..Im lovin it
29. Stars: weird, pass told u not that imaginative
30. Center: center point?
31. Alcohol: hrmmm
32. The word love: my conscious dream
33. Friends: they come and go.
34. Money: money can't buy love and pride
35. Heartache: more like migrain
36. Time: Time?time to sleep but I can't damn it
37. Divorce: when did I ever get married btw
38. Dogs: big furry creature that sleeps alot
39. Undies: lacy
40. Parents: source and roots of eveything
41. Babies: when I'm ready.
42. Ex: I don't want to talk about IT!
43. Song: this is hard
44. Color: this season, its turquoise
45. Weddings: for happy love birds that decided to tie the knot
46. Pizza: not a big fan,
47. Hangout: mengupi
48. Rest: no ring from my phone, no hustling, no noise, just u and ur pillow
49. Goal: Goal-lali

2009-03-29T04:36:00.002+08:00

its not easy....
i just need to keep telling myself that I
can n I can...
to everything for now

xxx

60

2009-03-24T01:57:00.004+08:00

I remembered while I was in the dormant, everyone was talking about..putting out lights for 60 minutes and its back again, the difference is I am back now, the last time was in Penang, I cant remember much, what I remember we dozed off that night and switched the lights off, and we missed the 60mintues heheh and now I want to see if we are doing the campaign here in Brunei.. prepare your torch light =))

we do it together on

28TH MARCH 2008
8.30PM
SATURDAY

=))

2009-03-22T01:30:00.005+08:00

Its rather silent now...

love RYDA

my late friday

2009-03-20T04:01:00.010+08:00

Hey bloggers....

As everyone realize that I just updated my blog with a brand new spankin template and this is my second template after quite sometimes blogging, was bored with the last template so was thinking something fresh, like this, well anyways I dont want to bore you with my insane speech abt this new loverrrrrly hahah template!

my late friday night was perfectly tremendous, i spent myself alone outside having-I wouldnt want to say its a great meal but it was an okay meal for supper. Spent few hours myself, the last time I recall while spending my quality time myself Aya buzz me to join them at the usual so I might as well since its still too early for me to get home and waste my first day of holiday, since I was boged down infront of my lappy doing html coding so I went straight ahead to the usual!to actualy loosen alil bit and I did!
One great night =) we just talked, playing games, drink and thats about it.

u know what I just realised?its been tense eversince might as well take a chill pill ryda and i really need it,its been awhile and ive missed it..and this reminds me of....

THE END

New template

2009-03-19T21:40:00.003+08:00

i just update my blog with a one new freaking template!!

HOPE everyOne Love em!!

Courtsey of Mr Man

Signing off
RYDA

I'm just one happy elf

2009-03-15T10:34:00.004+08:00

A pinch of energy and an inclination to rash moves may be harnessed to give you an extra push if you're aware of it. Otherwise it's only an opportunity to trip over a sudden slight acceleration. Good for when it's hard to get going at first. Have nothing to do with sudden outbursts, embrace strong passion.
Fb D.H - 15th March 2009

Some people might don't know me
Don't know what I do for Living,
Don't see What are my potentials...
Don't know how I think?
What I do best in life,

Because u know why??
I am not a one fucking arrogant self centered bitch,
Unlike you, Pretend that you were so
Cool..
U know what is the cool part?
HAHAHAHA you have no fucking idea who I really am
because I don't tell people who I am!Way!
Don't mind who I want to say this to
what I do know about u is that
U are one hypocrite dim witted
So not cool at all! LMFAO

Don't think I am one easy going woman, You can mess with me?nope you're wrong, I don't let people step over my pride, my head, my guts.
I have things that are unseen by the naked eyes
Only seen for some certain people
and that is what so cool about me.
I dont bother to tell the whole
world about me.

2009-03-13T14:51:00.006+08:00

I look sick don't I?=)

Afternoon Bluggaaa!

well I had a one long conversation with bb this lunch after we done with reciting Quran for the graduation, I wondered this whole conversation is one whole or two weeks events, updating each other and venting out our feels on some certain issues that we felt are a must to be vent about. exchanging experienced since we both are at the same field and at the moment doing very different aspects. Yet, we both still click and know what its like to be at each other's shoes...

Lesson learned, we tried our best, we did homework but if what had been taught is not taken seriously we end up sitting and wondering what did we rambled the last few classes we had with them,, being a student is easy, they come into a class, listen, and do work, repeatedly, as for we teachers, we bother, we care because, we are the one to be blame. so there you go story of a life time,, today and so on, what we do best in life is not just teaching, it is to c u go further, to see u take note of every verbatim we talked about. we want them to see what we have seen beyond and under, cheewah haha but yea seriously--we dont mind if u dont want to attend or even listen towards the lesson but bare in mind that the excellent evaluation is what we want to see. =))as for that, credit for us, teachers, and in the end of the day we can sleep peacefully. Again

P a u s e

2009-03-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

"To forgive is the highest, most beautiful
form of love. In return, you will receive
untold peace and happiness."
- Dr. Robert Muller

and too don't let anything eat me
inside.
ok this was supposed after the coffee
post but all is good.
Im off to take myself to distress area

COFFEE

2009-03-12T19:01:00.005+08:00

I am trying to cut down the number of caffiene
that I take per day.per week. pereferablly
PERIOD, lol kidding, but just to cut down
Because overuse of caffiene may have lead to Fatigueness, exhaustion,
headache, nervous, insomnia (believe it o not)
rambling flow of thought and speech (no wonder I rambled esp
this tp time, darn it! shudve thought of that)hohoho
psychmotor agitated that tells I cant sit still and and
PARKINSON huhuhu
, u know what else?
study proves that Restlesness, nervousness Muscle twitching also part of the caffiene intoxication ='(
Nevertheless an array of study say that this also lead to
nootropic effects, which often referred as Brain enhancers/Study Drugs/Smart nutrients! =)) the secret recipe to enhance your IQ
yupsss..
I might want to do it slowly, sniffin dads coffee aroma just
made me lost my mind for few second that
I realised that I have to control or flee away
from the area and decided not take em today huhu
Its been what?three days now..and still counting
Huhuhuh Whyyyyy you have to taste so "friggin" good

Signing out .. ROger2
LOVE BA

2009-03-11T20:50:00.002+08:00

There are times, I want to shout out loud but....
I can't,
There are times when I want to cry a river, but..
I can't,
There are times, you wish she, he, everyone understands but..
they can't,
There are times, when you don't need anyone and be alone but..
I can't,
There are times, you want to do everything..but..
I can't,
There are times, everything is out of hands, and..

EVERYTHING IS out of my control..
Emotion takes over..
I become restless and I want to be fly, free again,
but I can't...

I just walk the distance and embrace it again..

my friday

2009-03-11T01:14:00.003+08:00

Today's StarScope: LOVE CHAOS‏

2009-03-06T19:30:00.002+08:00

March 6, 2009
Venus, the planet of love, art and beauty, turns retrograde in Aries, the zodiac sign of taking charge. There is chaos in the passion department and six weeks of disruptions to desires. Can you handle the return of an old lover for a little while?

Bebulu ~boooo
RYDA

2009-03-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

f I were a month I would be: - Leme c, September is just fine
If I were a day of the week I would be: - weekends! fri and sun
If I were a time of day I would be: - Midnight huhu
If I were a planet I would be: - Moon
If I were a sea animal I would be: - Dolphin =)
If I were a direction I would be: - go w e s t babyy
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: - coffee table
If I were a sin I would be: - Murderer
If I were an emotion I would be: - Emo
If I were a liquid I would be: -Aerosol automatico
If I were a stone, I would be: - Jade
If I were a tree, I would be: - Dense tree
If I were a bird, I would be: - Penguin
If I were a tool, I would be: -melayunya Spanar haha
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: - Rose and lily
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: - Gloomy
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: - Fairies! =))
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: - Piano huhuh
If I were an animal, I would be: - Skunk hahha
If I were a color, I would be: - Earth color
If I were an action, I would be: -Pause
If I were a vegetable, I would be: -Tomato
If I were a sound, I would be: - Mellow
If I were an element, I would be: - fire
If I were a car, I would be: - woaw SLR
If I were a song, I would be: - One moment more
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: - Mr pitt or will smith waaaaa~angan2
If I were a book, I would be written by: - Nickolas spark
If I were an article of clothing, I would be: - DG
If I were a food, I would be: - fruits
If I were a place, I would be: - Paris
If I were a material, I would be: - pearl
If I were a taste, I would be: -sweet and sour
If I were a scent, I would be: - Nina ricci
If I were a word, I would be: - Buzz
If I were a body part I would be: - Eyes and eyelashes
If I were a facial expression I would be: - Bashful
If I were a subject in school I would be: - Biology
If I were a cartoon character I would be: - Nemo
If I were a shape I would be a/an: - distorted
If I were a number I would be: - 08

I'm on it =)

2009-03-06T18:06:00.002+08:00

On a scale from one to ten, how tired are you?
: 10
What is the relationship between you & the last person you texted?
: f r i e n d
What did you do last night?
:s l e e p??
Anything good/exciting happen to you lately?
: Not at all dude, i wish
What did you last eat?
: Lunch meal
If you could've chosen the color of the sky, what color would it be?
: Tertiary blue
Are you on any kind of messenger right now?
: Yes puhles WLMS
If so, is anyone talking to you?
: Nope, baru bangun =)) plus my lappy ngok
Do you feel like you need to brush your teeth right now?
:Karang tah ah lapas ku paus2
What was the last song you listened to?
: Lagu blog bb =))
Looking forward to anything in the near future/future?
: Entah =')
What color is your cell phone?
:Black plus white tints
Are you still in school or are you graduated?
: Undergrade yes!huhu
About how many comments does your myspace have?
: Bebulu jua soalan mu ani, ada soalan lain ka?pass
Do you really care about this years election?
: hahha!lagi satu!prom kah apa nii
Anything sore/hurt right now?
: lets gone deep, ulu hati , sanak kali
When was the last time you yelled at someone?
: hrmm balum, waiting sapa yg kenee~
What's bothering you right now?
: wahh macam2, u dont wish to know heeee
Do you have any pets? If so, what are they and what are their names?
: La'
Anything stuck in your teeth?
: Oba
What is your favorite TV show?
: Ga sighhh~
Does anyone like/love you?
: ada~student ku ***
What was/is your worst subject in school?
:Apa ah, maths ?
Do you like the feeling of a body part falling asleep?
: huh?apa kan tu
Have you ever-tried dog or cat food? If so, what was your opinion?
:PASS hahah
Who made dinner last night?
: Me myself and I
How many profile views do you have on FS?
: Nda updated jua urg membuat soalan ani hahah sign up on fb dude
Do you think people make too big of a deal of some stuff on FS ?
: Sometimes
Who would you like to see right now?
: my frens
Is Global warming happening?
: Fo sho, it stings me everyday
How's the weather today?
: Hot
Do you have any plans for today? If so, what are they?
: Outing w y chun clebratin his bday
What can your hear right now?
: Lagu sedih blog cbb!hallawww dangggg deep lagu mu ani hmmmpfff
Do you really care what people think about you?
: ahhh iatah ni nahhh issue ku ni wah wah aku a, lol au tu ih*sekajap*pastu
fuck off a
How's your hair right now?
: dry so dry that it needs steaming
Do you dislike/hate anyone?
:Baik ku membuat LP
What is the most expensive thing anyone has ever bought you?
: lol not telling
Where will be your next vacation?
: =') dont wana think about it, thanks for asking,
How long do you shower for?
: hahah =) tanya bb
How do you make your money?
: Halal way dude hahah
Anything exciting happening last weekend?
: Room 423 thats about it pas tu work straight up
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
: bowhhhhh hahhaha
Are you there for your friends?
: sigh i sometimes fail cus im always on the go
Are you a forgiving person?
: Only god knows =)
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
: weirdly yes for so many times

To anyone who read this and feel bored, u are so TAGGED

PANDA EYES

2009-02-23T13:29:00.002+08:00

Bags under your eyes How to get rid of eye bags

Submitted by Sima

Get a potatoe slice it into two peices leave int he fridge overnight ,place on eyes for 20 mins do this 4 2 weekz workz wunderz

Bags or redness under the eyes

Submitted by Larry

If you just want to conceal bags under the eyes and not get to radical, use a cosmetic concealer, BUT , don't apply it directly to the puffiness, or redness. Apply it UNDER the spots. It lightens the area under the spot, but at the same time makes the puffiness less noticable.

WRONG AGAIN ! Applying concealer under the bags under the eyes "in some light", will make you look like you're wearing Indian War Paint just a light shade, and is if a bloke is going to grab for his wifes make-up bag anyway ! Could be the start of a divorce ! Best thing to do is to grab an ice pack, slap it ontop of your eyes (while lying down). This will hurt (chill factor), but the problem that you have is that the skin under the eyes retains water, and bags are also a sign of bad kidneys. If you do suffer from bags under the eyes, and you have not been drinking, or had a late night, it's a colagen problem, (skin sags), not much you can do about that except go under the knife or lazer. If you are a "night owl or drinker", get some early nights in, drink HEAPS of water, and stop drinking so much alcohol...your kidneys are SCREAMING OUT a message to you. Latest scientific evidence also shows that SMOKERS are upsetting thier kidneys...it's a smoke related thing, so QUIT ! Easy to say I know, I'm a smoker ...hope that helps...Matt - Sydney Australia
HAHAHHA KUANG HAJA!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRD DAY TO U

2009-02-20T17:24:00.003+08:00

feeling alil bit here and there, theres so many things in my head and my bod is so weak to even come up with an idea,I kinda miss my frens sighh, my only friends, u know who u are, bb, ebui and abit, krol, smua smuanya sighh. oh yea well i forget to post the night before this, Id love to say happy BIRTHDAY to you~jade, sorry for now I cannot even afford anything but well celebrate it next time yes?, hope u have a blast and a great one, huhuhu love u..

Stress line?

2009-02-20T02:36:00.007+08:00

It has been, few weeks that I felt the stress lines around the face especially my eyes tend to get puffy easily due to the lack of sleep and exhaustion at work, woooooh work tayaa. nda bah, im serious, work load is way better in uni then what I'm having at the moment, Its like assginments everyday, yerp everyday. By the first day of the week, we are expected to get our work done!and I dont fancy much so as not much of a planner, big time. the last two days I had to drag myself and the students to the stadium for the National day reharsal, right after the reharsal,I had to teach for the next class, I barely speak, teach and even worse to explain every single bits of basics that my students need to learn and know about. so leme just post up what I have in the gallery. mix of everythangg

XXXX
B'Alley

them, kids

2009-02-13T16:25:00.005+08:00

this goes to kaka misah
love
RYDA

STATUS=

2009-02-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

2009-02-06T06:15:00.003+08:00

Speaking of which, this is ART.

Credit:Deviant/Michele/typography/Mr Hydro
Retrieved :6:24am

Juggling Act

2009-02-06T02:50:00.005+08:00

Feel so heavy eyed but still, I am not going to give in, well "U gotta do whatchu gotta do"- Bassem 2008.pp hahaha be-reference segala. Anyways, I haven't have enough rest just yet but I know I will, by means according to the calculation it says, WHEN IVE DONE THE LP and all.

yesterday I was running around and about, knowing that I'm already post not post but having my practical at the moment at secondary school as a Fine Art teacher, what happen yesterday was, I just got my scheme of work, scheme of work is somewhat a plan that is organise by the ministry of Edu on what to teach the whole year. at the same time I was told that I have to teach the day after I recieved them, haha my ass is laugh not technicaly, As we all know, we got to prepare no wether what case, problem and LETS do this!-bassimo another Quote, so I did.

Yesterday I was so tired, thus leaving me really exhausted because I dont have enough sleep, organising few works the night before, well so yesterday I want to at least have a little rest for me to wake up and do my lesson plan, weekly plan teaching aids and notes for my students =)). I'm doing two classes and two different level - lower and upp secondary. so expectation is less because having two classes I need to discuss with my mentor on what they are doing at the mo', what dos and donts, and and here come the worst part, those two classes are handle by TWO diff teachers hahaha the thing is that, I gotta listen and teach according their method and flow hah!gila!bukan avant garde ni cani ani haha- so its like I am some what bound with rules, that leave me thinking, to actually teach the student freely using my own method and relate to my mentors method, more like I can just teach aanything but I cant run from what they want me to teach!, So... I was in the bed but my freaking brain was working all the way, tried to shut my eyes off but my mind is creating few ideas, so I decided to actually jot down how to handle the problems, doing my works, posibilities to this and that, like such. I was dreadfully tired and really lethargic but I know itll do good in the end,

To Impress is not what we all wanted but since what Im doing will be graded I have to be careful in this matter, but according to my DICTIONARY, I only have one rule, that is NO RULE ATTACH!hahaha welcome to free land baby! but heys I just cant, am not saying even if Im not attached to what so ever-graded or not, Id still do the same thing because I want people to see art in the different FORM, ART IS FOR EVERYONE! yeay! ahha apakan. I want it to be fun like watching TV-gila fun banar tu, its as if youre watching fiction movies or smoking and having Coffee, not forgetting at the same time having good company! . Well there you go, one SUPERB busy day.

I was in the loo just now, I saw a butterfly, looks like a new born butterfly and what Ive realised is that I want to be a butterfly, not really A Butterfly, but am experiencing a butterfly life circle and I want to turn out like the butterfly, I know am at the caterpillar stage,I will learn as I gone through that stage, I will explore and learn hardship, after going to suffer will eventually turning into a Beautiful Butterfly so I think That is why this practicle is important now, what Ive learnt in uni just come into VISUALIZATION which is really vital for me practise it. As I was thinking something clicked in my head, BB group made a story based on the Butterfly life circle well somewhat all the images of the slide shows just made me flash back for few mins while puffing ciggy,Images do stick in our head, don't it? Only god knows what the Caterpillar has been through. CRITICAL thinking right there, Congrates to BB's group.

Teaching and trying to actually give the best of what I had isnt an easy task, somewhat that really got me thinking that when people say "Cigu ku nda siuk" I smiled and whisper to myself "U have no freaking Idea, b a b y ". there arre so many areas that we teachers have to cover, Frm lp down to dicipline and teaching too .. well all I can say good luck to everyone and I know you people I know are the best so show them what ART is all ABOUT and show them what Sir Baha, Khalid and Zack had taught and imbued us.They are the BEST and so do YOU, Big applause to them.

Much love: BA

2009-02-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

"All blame is a waste of time. No matter how
much fault you find with another, and
regardless of how much you blame
him, it will not change you"
- Wayne Dyer

*_*

Mind polluted by tiresome and exhaustion

2009-02-03T22:36:00.004+08:00

There are things that are so norm for us to hear, for e.g "ahh that is why this,,that and this bla bla" or "of course,it is difficult what do u expect?" i didnt expect something easy but as for this people, they shouldn't create more trouble to the people who is having one now or I must say IN THE PROCESS of solving problems, U fucking my mind up! yeah ryte as if u know what it feels like to be in my shoe??well to those of u who have experienced what I am facing right now obviously, I feel this is one of the top notch or probably not the hardest thing but so far, being at the community amongs the experties just after a sec day, I must say is the most hardest time!

If u are introduced to a new enviroment, One u have to fit in, and fitting into a crowd with bunch and groups of thinkers or experties I must say is the most difficult part. two, getting involved in almost anything, you are to do things ur self, yes of course you need to, because there is where you gain knowledge and skills, at this point what Ive experience now is that

GIVEN A PROBLEM= RESEARCH+FINDINGS+GENERAL KNOWLEDGE

(BASICS of what we shall do, right?)

some just take a short cut and just do COPY PASTE or DELETE or BACK SPACE or probably just ignore and leave their dirty work for others to actually solved it for them, pity?hah tell me about pity. - Im sorry to have said this tapinya kan, what were u up to all this while kan??

Two, u are being ignore by any of the groups ure trying to settle in, of course because u are a begginer and how they shud react to this people is to motivate them, but some what. I create a Question and I found it my self! ahhh that is so normal, even this makes me so tired and exhausted this whole day, yet that never stop me from moving on! because I had the hardest than this, and I know I can, THESE ARE ALL THE SAME TO ME, SAME PROBLEMS BUT THEY ARE JUST IN A DIFF FORM, naleh ku wah sja sebenarnya. what I can say overall for today! hahaha ATU DRAMA!! mentel ku yo~ hi kali c ry ani,

LETHARGY IS SPEAKING!

*LAUGHING M F A O*

2009-02-03T19:43:00.003+08:00

http://londra.livejournal.com/

http://www.eiaonline.com/intercepts/2008/08/

p/s: will be on hiatus!!
be back when im done w work load
love
RYDA

Adjustment

2009-02-01T19:38:00.001+08:00

February 1, 2009
Mercury, the planet of communication, ends its retrograde today. This leads to chaos and apologies. The last few weeks may have been a chance to go over the past, but corrected or not, the new order in things is felt today. Are you ready to change?

I am a ........??

2009-02-01T17:51:00.005+08:00

Peter F. Drucker:

There is nothing so useless as doing efficiently that which should not be done at all.

Abraham Lincoln:

Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing.

Albert Schweitzer:

Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

YURPS!

p/s: Good Luck to all of my lovers-bb, Jade abit, ebui, krol, hana, amal rock
amal kurang rock, bebih, ayay ku sayang, nui and to all
we RoCk and believe in urself! jan akhir bgn haha that's for me

LOVE BA

Gong Xi to yew~

2009-02-01T16:49:00.006+08:00

its better late than never, no?
my Saturday was quiet interesting even if the weather was a lil bit moody than what I had that night, yet we fill the night with enjoyment and laughter, having the old accompany around made me realize that time flies so fast, and it is a must to have each other once in awhile so that we wont be shrinking in time. Gong Xi to you Ychun and to all chinesse who celebrates Gonxi Fa chai all around the globe, =)

LOVE
B A

mellow

2009-01-31T02:29:00.003+08:00

Feeling a bit mellow
rain pouring from the wide open sky
as I am listening to the link bb passed to me
the other day,
my eyes are half opened,
the music is patting my eye lid.
here are some pictures I took when I left my room for few minutes
the other day
I found this ...

mellowness still sit around my shoulders
and I fall asleep slowly.
Good nyte bloggers

Ive missed papa bassem.

2009-01-31T02:04:00.002+08:00

Awarded by MERNA

[x] Copy badge di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
[x] Ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.
MERNA ku sayang!

[x] Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih
penerima seterusnya (anda ditag) :

I sleep a lot during day time,pffff
I'm a big fan of Tea C Spesil.haha
also a big fan of Tea O ice Limau
I Loveee McD esp Double cheese Burger sama lada mcd ah, take note of that, the meal is well served with the mcd lada only yum yum.
I frenzied over shoes.
Stage fright esp during eng exam =S
Bubbly and jaber around the jabers as well, so by means anda pun jaber jua hahah.
Small thing counts.
I love Cards =')
Malboro Mentho Lights lapan =)

[x] Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan nyatakan nama mereka di blog anda:

1) Butter

2) BB

3) Iman

4) Jade

5) Pkah

6) Shila

7) Enoy

8) Qilah

9) Apis cusn bb

10) Sapa yang membaca ani, dia yang kena

Sapa yang nda kana tag atu, pandai2 tah mentag kan dirinya
okeh

love BA

Informal Social Gathering - ISG

2009-01-30T23:51:00.006+08:00

Last week I was kinda busy date-ing w these people

BB and kaka

w Kaka as in ibu ckaka, our Ibu besar

At the same week, went out w Mr.man
meeting up with his boys.
like always Mr man being super clown

Jam who's back for a week from Sg,
It was nice to seeing him that night
=))
.
.
.
.
V

My All time favorite (u.s spelling) =)

At the same week too, Movie date with
these people =))

Ive been sleeping early ever since TP is around the corner!
pff will update about my dental workshop soon ok
mwahss

love BA

Happy 25th Tini Wini

2009-01-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

Happy 25th
May all your wish will come true!
and may this year bring u so much joy
more birthdays to come
xxx

RyDa

Room 202

2009-01-29T01:34:00.004+08:00

Make new friends

But keep the old

One is sliver and the other gold !

Just the other day, we celebrated Apek's and now Tini's turn had arrived Sorry tini, I tried coming but sadly pagar kana tutup, Wondering my frens were stucked inside*inda paham soalan* so I do this bengok face and shrugged ahh aku tertinggal kereta api memang manithh lee~ not to waste any time here are some pictures from Apek's brithday bash and btw pik!Ur post makes unta kami belakag rumah bejaguk dua biji hahah that how funny ur post was-pls2 go visit my link Apek senario if u need some sorta laughter today!do it now haha ud be thanking me for offering this.

All I can say about that night was!
Room 202, we had one crazy night w u!

Friends

Friends smile at you.
They like your face.
They want to be with you
Any old place.

Friends have fun with you.
Friends share
They’re glad when you’re happy---
When you’re sad, they care.

If you’re a friend
Then you care, too.
That’s why your friends
Are glad you’re you!!!

http://www.indianchild.com/friendship.htm

Love BA

2009-01-26T09:56:00.004+08:00

Morning bloggers =))

Woke up pretty early today hehe =), Had a long day yesterday and the day before, I wont be updating about last night just yet, I am supposed to post about things I want to talk about last night, well, Ive been delaying to go to Uni ever since last week, sorta miss the people, the place and too, have many things to sort out really, thanks to bb who helped me out with the green form, There are reasons to why I didn't managed to go to Uni and kept on delaying it, its either I got up late- by means if i get to wake up after luncheon hr, 70% I will not come to uni because I know at 2pm Id be fetching shila or run an errand, the other day I woke up at the wrong side of bed and met up with bb and ebui at empire =) atleast I get to see them, I know it would be perfect if Abit, krol, Iman and few of the third and sec year around. Was thinking to do it today and I slept early last night and guess what I forgotten ITS CNY TODAY., nah semangat!I barely remember about CNY, Sorry,sigh, hope I can do it tomorrow, And last week too I kidnapped bb =) just wanting to chill out and ebui was there too, we went to get few stuff for ourselves at hua hao..and again, atleast I get to see them =). Bought candle for my self!yeay utk jamban ku ah, I havent ask my brother to change the bulb for me haha, I tried to do it tapi karas =') tangan bini2 jua banar hahaha here some of the pics for then eyne

Happy Boobs day

2009-01-24T00:26:00.004+08:00

did i spell it wrongly?not!Happy boobs day apekk ahahah and happy 25th,may u will have a blast this year and years to come!! cheers,*minum coke*hahha =)) this picture was taken when he paid my mcd meal with his Ang Paw!thank u apek!and to the loverly merna who did the same the other day :S love u bothhhh

Boredom strikes

2009-01-23T13:44:00.006+08:00

hello bloggers,

good afternoon to everyone, how's luncheon?I haven't have mine just yet, like usual my lunch time will be around tea time =). So anyways yesterday, I was fetching my two lil sisters from school around 4pm, went to fetch Shila first because she finished around 4pm, and went to fetch Pkah afterwards, what happened when we were about to fetch her was, we were caught up in a very very long traffic, I was kinda suprised because the last time I fetched her, it wasn't really that bad, we were stuck in jammed for about half an hour and the car moved inch by inch, fika told me that they had this club promotion going on at the school. I told fila to drive for me instead, whilst I just sit and enjoy the ride plus I need a fresh air too.

During the long wait in the car, I was tryna kill my boredom by taking pictures and that didn't do much, so I stay still and was looking at the bag on my lap that I've been carrying around for the last few days. while looking away my hands were holding on long strap of the bag though it was the tassels, I thought it was just part of the bag's accesories, but what I discovered, I found a key attached to the long starp hidden inside small hexagon shape leather end. The bag is featured with the interior, front and back pockets, the front pocket somewhat attached with a metal lock, just like what we used to have back in the teens world, the locker diary. a collison turned into an excitement right after I found about the key, I was OMI, omi my, no wonder the front pocket has a metal lock so this where they(who ever the brainiac designer) placed the key. ahaaa a new finding has been made! I was somewhat excited but my sisters find it really dumb for me to be cognizant after so long...so yeah that's what happened when boredom turned into a fuitful finding =)) haha lame!

"Victory belongs to the most persevering."
- Napoleon

THE END

XXX

Today's headline

2009-01-23T01:38:00.005+08:00

Bloggers, hello!

apakan tebalik ani, anyways, I have so many things to talk about but I am too lazy to post everything and I cant keep up with the dilly daily blogging like what everyone is doing and guess what, dont really fancy much blog hopping, in a way aku ani nda ppenyibuk lah, haha oh really, no lah Im just too lazy to open others that is unless I feel like it, today Im not feeling really well because.. erm ok just put it this way, woman monthly cranky mood is coming, so yeah, today bb nudge me and she told me that she's about to go to uni to get the green form done and Ive been wanting to do so many things and I just dont have reasons to do so and hence forth wasn't really feeling that well, back ache, stomach ache, oh god! onlyy god knows what I felt this noon until I got myself a herbal med from INA at the near by store, thanks to the maid for the med she told me about. So It has been raining lately and suprisingly last night when I was about to get dinner with fila, Gadong was blackout!our only center attention, gadong , gadong?yea that place, black out!like poof! u barely see the road, the only thing you could see were car head lights every where, rain causing flood two days ago especially at the low land area, lights go out due to the heavy rain, even up until today gadong is facing black outs! sad. I hope the next day or a day after next, we'r going to get our electricity back.

To: Ka misah

2009-01-21T13:50:00.006+08:00

Udah dulu yah, paning ku melayan shifa
xxx
BA

y o u

2009-01-21T12:27:00.006+08:00

why everything is so beautiful yet its not seen..

"The greatest mistake you can make in life is

to be continually fearing you will make one."

- Elbert Hubbard

Love is unseen..pain is unseen, anger is unseen, happiness is unseen.

Love- BA

kids hour

2009-01-20T20:51:00.005+08:00

It's time to update this lovely or I'd like to spell it like this l o v e r l y, haha Ill be disqualified in spelling bee contest, Okay which is which first, first of, I'd like to tag my baby fruits the last Sunday they were here =) and too, one of them aka the only baby girl in this place is Shifa Bazillah whos just one and a half years old always hang out with her yayie and nyayie or prolly me, shes one cute girl but but that is when she's with us, not when the Ben 10 or Ultramen crew's is around, she'd be one of the principal with the long ruler haha cute well henjoy!haha apakan henjoyy

I never met anybody who said when they were a kid, "I wanna grow up and be a critic."
Richard Pryor, Guardian Unlimited (UK) August 9, 2004
US movie actor & comedian (1940 - 2005)
www.quatationspage.com

BA
-n-

2009-01-18T16:11:00.004+08:00

Miss these ;people =')

2009-01-17T09:34:00.002+08:00

I just woke up from two weird dream ='(

I hate the twist in the dream

okay. I so need to take shower.

.........................

Authenticity

2009-01-16T20:19:00.005+08:00

hello bloggers!

Bb, bui and I was taken aback and rather a lil dumbfounded when we found out the result slip was out, we came to school just to fill in our usual boredom and to lounge around since it is our very final semester for our very final year of 2009. we had our time struggling and striving the strong current well alas we managed to get through many puddles/pot holes, we took alot of detour and it was worthed in the end, Uni commenced on Jan 12th 2009 as we are still waiting for....... the dental hygiene workshop just before we are reporting for teaching practise on the Feb 2nd. haha veryy very funny, silly and ironic but Im sure it will come in handy one day for us, I picked school just around the area Ive lived because I know it will be easy for me to come at the right time, nontheless puncuality is a very good moral (hahha u kidding me) well am not saying that I am not, its just there were time during lectures we skidded a few half an hour after the class started =) , well now everything gotta change! from time management, sleeping pattern, convival activities/social gathering need to cut down and to be reorganise! SOS for me but heys life has it ways treating us no?

Welcome to the real life!

"I long to accomplish a great and noble task,

but it is my chief duty to accomplish small

tasks as if they were great and noble."

- Helen Keller

THE END
BLIND ALLEY'S
009

2009-01-16T10:00:00.006+08:00

step out of my bed straight ahead just right after I opened my eyes, when I reach the door knob I hear musical Instrument coming from the other room, serenity. I found it was Penny making those beautiful piano music, deep sigh as I smiled and looked into the room and say what a way to wake up, I like it this time. and I found in penny.. my days in Brunei and in Penang and I was chubby back then..hehe

-BA-

=p

2009-01-16T04:56:00.002+08:00

A friend cut his hair and this friend looks like a girl =D

BA Signing off

momentum (p = mv)

2009-01-16T04:31:00.005+08:00

Hi bloggers, it has been mellow for me today and I hope tomorrow is a brand new day for me and to everyone...there are times when you try to run away from troubles, you tend to look for other things to escape from the pain, Ive been there and so have you, best thing you can do about it is to sleep on it, sleep on the troubles and we tend to pretend and it will slowly fade away...

"This one step - choosing a goal and

staying to it - changes everything."

- Scott Reed

Simple life

2009-01-14T20:18:00.008+08:00

Not today but the other day I was called for job, well when was the last time I get called for working. It somehow reminded me much of what I used to do and participate before Penang happened. well in fact, everything flash back, it all goes down into my brain's system the response goes like aaaahhh this, I used to work under Malar Setia company, this company was founded in hahah nah I was blufing you, I would nt go into details about the back ground of this company but surely this company is one of the finest and the best company that actually supplies all of the goods in our home like snacks, fizzy drinks, light food and many sorts. Talking about fizzy drink, this company distribute COKE to any of fast food restaurants! like MCD for instant hahah ok enough with me elaborating about what so good about this company, well if u asked me what I am doing in this company, good question, well first of all, I used to work under COKE, we serve coke, in any functions, its not just any functions, more like big big function like the royal wed and all that. So as I am working under Coke my boss is very generous to share us (me and jade) to other good products, so what we do with this other products are we promote any new products, let say MEE SEDAP, they have new flavour then we gota do the whole promoting to customers about this new flavour and it go on and on..so you get the picture.

So, uncle rosli whos our, coke man head says that my big boss need us to do the job (promoting) since me and jade some what made good sale the other day, being a promoter is not a very easy job because you got to deal with people and you must have a good and well prepared presentations haha somewhat like that. At the back of my mind.. I was, when was the last time I did promoting? errk two years ago, haha I am no joking here, yes the last time I did was the big one we had this Indoor stadium expo, mall, the royal wed and that's about it so anyhoo, he called us again for the ICC expo where they had this I dont know what game competiton going on there, So jade and I agreed to take the offer since one, we are currently (but not necessarily permanently) out of money and second we are still on hols but mostly at the first place this whole working at this company was just to have working experince and how we can manage our communication skills and working skills and I was kinda nervous actually since its been ages I did'nt do promoting. we had four days of hard work, like usual working our ass off to promote each products and convince customers to buy the products we sell. we had four painful days working but in the end we had fun and like usual we make frens =) overall experince wise, I get my confident back and this is how I lead my simple life,

“Enjoy life. This is not a dress rehearsal.” - Author Unknown

"Most folks are about as happy as

they make up their minds to be."

- Abraham Lincoln

This was days before I worked was playing
with Iman out door

So True =')

2009-01-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

"Many of life's failures are people who did

not realize how close they were to

success when they gave up."

- Thomas Edison

up Date

2009-01-12T14:18:00.002+08:00

Heys blogger.. how's Monday? its been monday blues for me because of the weather I guess, just had Brunch with BB and Boy slash hahahha nda wah, nda ku sabotaj ko ni bui haha anyways, had brunch at Pinang, good stuff, they crash at my place just now,, we had coffee together during tea time hehe, well Im back with blogging.fb-ing.and not forgeting the usual msn-ing with the same all mates too. well went out for a bit and before that was checking on me result and I quiet suprise of my result actually because I was'nt expecting anything, overal results for 23UNITS haha was B p l u s! hah!on ur face (keke, u know to whom b) =). o well just updating saying!! APA ADAAAAAA, IM BAK!(philippine version)

xxx love BA

Mind Set

2009-01-08T04:02:00.000+08:00

"Most of our obstacles would melt away if,

instead of cowering before them,

we should make up our minds

to walk boldly through them."

- Orison Swett Marden

=')

2009-01-07T13:48:00.000+08:00

You are today where your thoughts have

brought you; you will be tomorrow

where your thoughts take you."

- James Allen

my morning breakfast

2009-01-07T10:55:00.009+08:00

gewd morning bloggers! =)

xxx

New agenda coming soon

2009-01-06T10:24:00.003+08:00

Last year wasn't really long time ago, but I learn something..from some one, a very good friend, everyone can listen to u but u hardly get someone who helped you from maze puzzle, all I know I learn something good.

=') Thank you.

Random

2009-01-02T06:16:00.020+08:00

Morning bloggers!

Pukul brapa ni nah?pukul berapaaa?haha nah as we all know that we just step into 2009 and I just wana greet everyone a happy new freaking year, hope we all have a good start this month, less drama, less insomnia-ni macam ani kan memblog pasal nda dapat tdr ani, less work?haha not really but was'nt hoping slash expecting anything for now because I know that what makes our life worth living, the whole rollercoster ride and "just go with the flow", you ready for this?wooooh bring it bring it!lets lets!Iski tah banar.

Anyways, before I start this whole random post, I was awaken by errr I dont really know what specificly but I had what? half and hr nap I would call that and I cant get back to sleep~I kinda miss sleeping, when I say miss sleeping, I mean I miss a proper sleeping pattern, leme break this, macam kan malam untuk tdr, pagi utk bangun ahhh cematu lah kali ah, yeah I miss all that, or or probably I should just chill about it because I know I can never do this lagi kan, was'nt really complaining much about its just im tired-like when my sister told me that she was too tired to take shower at times, it doesnt make sense to you but I really know what she meant by TIRED in this matter, ohs seriously she took long long time in the toilet!I sometimes wondered too-behapa kakaku ani, mandi kah mengusai jamban, atau dua-dua kali lah, that took her so long kali hahaha pacah!

today I dont feel like talking about my new year's eve, Im too tired to scribble and explain into details what I did that night, Its tiresome. so be patient blog hopper, patient is virtue, well in this randomm post Id love to share or show few of my unforgetable moments that I recorded last year-eseshhh last year taya!, yeah bits of the most beautiful experience back in the 2008!enjoy by the way!

"You have achieved success if you have lived

well, laughed often and loved much."

- Author Unknown

oh mii banyak jua lah *bebulu kepala ku*ih salah kata wira krebo
Credit to bb's camera*nda ku tau apa modelnya*
banyak la credit ani to those who took all the pics too =)
Time check: 09:19 LMFAO

That's about it!
-N-
love BA
xoxo

kata-kata hikmah!

2008-12-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

"Success doesn't come to you,

you go to it."

- Marva Collins

The Usual?

2008-12-29T11:53:00.003+08:00

Ever since holidays I never missed to make use of every single second or even a tiny bit and just to enjoy every moment of it, I took the benefit of the holiday just to chill and relax at home, once and awhile going out (once in awhile?haha) to see friends and have a little chit chat updates and all that kind of sorts. My days are fill with sleeping after sun rise, that is lucky of you to get to seeing me awake before luncheon time which is really seldom I'm afraid to say. Out with the girls every night, Lunch, tea-time and dinner are combined as one meal, bad?yes indeed but to think about it I dont really do much of this the last few months back because I had my time, crunhing my brain's out since I was doing few extra units, last semester. Spent days and nights at school were not very pleasing things to do for for some people that I and few friends had to do it for the sake of satistfaction and to achieve better rewards in the end. well Alas! I have all the time with me to spend it as I want it.. with just blink of an eyes we came to the end of 2008, I must say that this year has been the greatest, precious, unimaginable catastrophe had ever happened in my entire life that make me a better person each and everday, all the whine and yearning are totally norms as when the good, the bad the in between are packed and lined up together, we are all humans which are bound to make mistakes and take as it is, I'm so glad 2008 has bring so much joy and actually all the experiences spice my life a little bit, a lil bit??hahha tell me about a lil bit, its more than what I can scrrible than you can imagine!..

New Year is here, the 1430 just turned last night as we all Muslims are celebrating the Muslim year in our very own ways such as the prayer at the mosque to bliss the year before that had passed us and for the up coming years to come. I know what ever I do now will be part of my very good memories that I will remember because I know there would not be the usual, in the new up coming months.. well guess what is waiting me...

Me signing off
lotsa love
BA

gueeee

2008-12-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

Hi~baru kan tdr ...jam 6.13pm.

Dot~thats it for today.

confusion grows
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xxx

WOW

2008-12-25T10:51:00.002+08:00

I AM DOWN TO 46KG???
W.T.H???

*JAW DROPPED OPEN*

Random

2008-12-25T07:40:00.003+08:00

Buzz in my head

2008-12-25T07:29:00.002+08:00

B4 I start with piles of new posts, I have something in my head this morning, and oh b4 I forget, morning bloggers! how's breakfast?hope its good with ya'all,, cus I ain't having any just yet after DVD-marathon, anyways.. yea something in my head, there are times when you could not sleep and you have so many things running in your head, yeah its wild up there just now, no o, nothing kinky about it, well thank you for asking, but hey, just one of those time I guess, when you could not stop thinkin' abt something and you're frantic over something, you get a lil aggitated over stuff, man, I'm tanggling right here, leme just cut this thing short ayte? I was having this stupid sound in my head, and in my heart is the otherwise, so ya'all know what Im sayin?yes this curiosity running wild baby!yurp2, it aint something new, and it aint gotta do with anything..well its just one of those times I guess, a friend once told me this, here you go, the phrase that has been saying all the time Curiosity kills the cat! yurps! Im having that now, It aint good at all, may be its just me, thinking something stupid cus Im too jobless, but "is it?haha there you go again! well u get what I mean. pfff

Im out!fo sho'but I start crapping things out ya'all
love
ryda
xxxx

TO APEK ABEN

2008-12-25T05:28:00.003+08:00

kan PIK ko na caya!!ani sja ahhh wuuuuu~akkakaka

xxxxx
to merna, thank Q lai muawah for the bbq tonight suk ku uploading ahhah bida
uploding!

2008-12-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATION!!

Ima do this dedication short and simple.

congrates!!

goes out to my loverly Y Chun, for joining Brunei Shell Company
on monday the other day and yes my loverly lad here is SINGLE people!! hahaha
aku mengexpose ko ni y chun! lol!
did not realise that you are a big grown up sudah, no more
cheering up at the gym court with us babe! haha
you still can wahh! apa pulang because we are young at heart what?
does not mean you have a job and you have other responsibilities to handle we
cant have fun under the sun yes?haha
bah be a goody dbelait atu and whatelse your first pay check?*wink2* ahhaha

bah I want to doze off.
xxxx
BA's